Scribblings

This is how I feel...

My bottom line: Little T is better off spending the majority of his time with his father.

Yes, I am heart broken over not seeing Tomas. Yes, my heart breaks for him too. The poor baby has been pulled from one home to another in his young life.

First he lived with both parents and then was suddenly removed from there.

For a year he lived with us and we love him dearly. Then he was yanked away suddenly.

Then he was like a ping pong ball.

The original arrangement was for him to be with his mother during the week and his father on weekends. I understand that arrangement is totally flip-flopped now. He needs stability. I think he'll get more attention from his father than he gets from Linda.

I miss him terribly, we all do. Sometimes the pain is almost too much to bear.