May 02, 2005
Baker's Dozen
1. I almost didn't do this meme because I had NO idea what I could possibly write about this weekend without bursting either into tears or hysterical laughter
2. I felt like singing "Rain, rain go away" again on Saturday
3. I looked to see if the roof was leaking in the family room but thankfully it wasn't
4. I remembered why I hate contractors almost as much as I hate third party carriers
5. It's nice and quiet in the house since the TV and video games have been off most of the time
6. TB and I had a very enjoyable afternoon so the whole weekend wasn't a wash
7. When it hurts too much to worry about someone I try very hard not to think about them -- in this case, Tomas. But then when something goes wrong, it all comes to the front and I feel like I've been slammed with a bat
8. I miss how Tomas would come crawling into our bedroom with this big smile on his face and how he'd want to sit on my lap and look at all the pictures
9. It really to hurts to hear that Tomas continues to be neglected at the hands of his mother -- that she sleeps all the time, isn't teaching him to sleep in his own bed, doesn't feed him enough, a friend watches him more than his mother ... the list goes on and on.
10. I still have dreams about Tomas
11. I still tell myself to just let go and forget
12. I can be a bitch, too. "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me."
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