I am still uptight after yesterday. It was very busy, lots of driving around and then that momentary trauma with believing Heidi was missing. It's been a stressful day, week, month, year. Anyway, TB called his doctor's office to get his surgery date rescheduled. We were both pretty sure it would be a couple of weeks away.
Guess when they were going to schedule it.
Yes, Thursday, the day Heidi is to return from Maryland. I about had a breakdown which is a rather extreme reaction considering TB quickly rescheduled it to the following Thursday.
I figure I am still under enormous stress to become as intestinally upset as I am. Even the following week seems too soon.
I found this on another blog. I wish I could remember which one.
Facts Of Life
Not everyone is going to like you.
It doesn't matter.
People may hold beliefs about you that are not true.
Let them believe what they want.
Not every relationship works out the way you want it to.
You can choose to let this make you bitter, or you can move on to something better.
You need not convince anyone that you are worthy.
If they can't see your worthiness for themselves, it's their loss.
You are responsible for you.
I am responsible for me.
What I need to do to make myself happy, may not make you happy.
This is your problem, not mine.
Not everyone is going to like you.
It doesn't matter.