The weather was beautiful outside but inside me it was turbulent. I have a certain mental picture of myself and whenever I look in the mirror it is a shock to me. I don't picture myself looking as I really do. Well, today, I really felt awful about it.
TB is so supportive and wonderful. He loves me as I am. I usually like me, too, as long as I don't look in the mirror! :P
TB and I both felt really stressed today. TB's worrying about his upcoming surgery and how we are going to manage until he recovers well enough to go back to work ... if that can be.
It didn't help that Heidi blew a fit and was raging at us.
Time to escape.
For us, the big stress reliever is ... ice cream, cookies, candy, chips ... all the things that make us fat. I'm not even going to go there because for the moment I actually feel better!
On the positive side, I had a pleasant outing with Billy and Kristin. I'm trying to let Billy do as much of the driving as possible and he is getting better each day.
I say ? and you think ?
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I am sorry that you have been down the past couple of days. Send Heidi down here with me for the summer I'll kick her butt into shape! By the time I'm done with her she'll never want to argue with you or Dad again!
Love
Shell