| Your Birthdate: December 19 |
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Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path.
But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated. A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry. |
Just when you think that someone in your own family can't hurt you as much as Linda has hurt us all it happens. I don't know why she is the way she is. I think to myself what caused her to be this way. She and Kennan are going to damage their son and oh how they use that poor little boy. I can see that they are mad at my parents, but to use the baby and hurt him is all out wrong.
I hope that they read this. I have known Kennan for 5 years. I first met him When David and the boys were in Japan and Linda was staying with me while he was gone. From the first moment I met him I hated him. He is a manipulating SOB. the thing is that Linda allows him to do this to her. He plays Kiddie head games with her. When I found out that She was preggers I was happy for her and scared for her at the same time. He used to call up my house and fight with Linda when she lived with us. Yes, she lived with us off and on since she was 17. The one thing that I promised my mom before she died was that I would take care of Linda. Well that ain't happening anymore.
She is homeless and will remain that way till she hits rock bottom and realizes that we are her family and we will never turn on backs on her or Tomas. I love that little boy and my heart goes out for him. He didn't ask to be brought into this world and he certainly didn't ask to have 2 parents like her and Kennan. I pray that he is being taken care of and he has a roof over his head and food in his belly.
This is for Linda and Kennan:
If the 2 of you are reading this. then don't use your son to hurt us, because it is only going to back fire and hurt him and you in the long run. He needs his Grandparents both sets not Just Dad and Cassie but Kennan's parents too. Put your anger aside and work out a visitation agreement. Come on guys you aren't 2 anymore. Grow up and realize that he isn't a pawn or a toy that you can bargain with. I don't care what the 2 of you think about me all I care about is Tomas.